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I can’t breath,
I can’t see,
I can’t feel myself anymore.
I can’t smile,
I can’t cry,
It’s just not worth fighting anymore.

The emptiness deep within,
Has grown into someone that I did not wish for,
Like a sad song serenading my soul,
I just long for the love that I have hated so much before.

I can’t hear,
I can’t listen,
It will only cut my soul even more.
I can’t wish,
I can’t dream,
I just can’t let myself to be hurt anymore.

I just need someone to hear me out,
I need to escape from the madness inside,
Like the leaves descending lifelessly in fall,
My heart has withered all its strength to move on.

Do u all like get stunned after reading the poem? Feel impressed or unbelievable that how come MingLong can come out with such a fantastic poem? Haha!! Keng leh!!

Don feel surprise. U are not wrong. Impossible for me to write such a nice poem. The poet is a lovely gal named Cindy Tung who is my classmate + friend. She is such a good and talented poet and it's so nice of her for willing to share with me. She said every Scorpio has the ability to write but unfortunately, as a Scorpio, I don't have the ability lo. Btw if I have I think I won't be single and available anymore. Haha. I still remember my comment for her poems is I feel like crying when reading and actually I did in my heart where nobody knows. The feeling of crying but no single drop of tear from eyes. Ahhhhh!! What a touching poem!! Good job Cindy and keep it up! Maybe I can help u publish ur poems next time and we share the profit k? Haha

Have been sick for few days. AGAIN during study week. Haiz. So tired to do everything. Can't study. Can't go gym. The only thing that I manage to do is lying on bed and sleep. It's good for me perhaps coz I can't sleep well for so long and take a good rest. BUT now is study week and I need to study lo!! Again the timing is so toba not nice...

Kit, I changed our blog's song to the song tat u asked me must not listen to. Actually I listen to u but God let me listen to it again and again. Haiz. 要来的一定会来，想避都避不到的。So no need for us to avoid it purposely. Actually this song is really nice and perfect when match with the drama. However, drama is drama, life is life.

2 more days and it will be 2009. 2008 is a wonderful year for me which I learned a lot a lot. Lot of happiness and of course sadness. Thanks to those who care and good to me throughout the year. Appreciate it...sincerely.

A brand new year is coming. Can't wait for it. Wish everything goes smoothly to all of my friends in the coming year and always stay happy!! Hope that all of us can learn more in the coming year to further improve ourself because life is all about learning right. Lets improve together and enjoy a better life!

Happy studying to all the MMU guys and Good Luck in the coming exams! Jiayou!
~Happy New Year 2009~Good Day~

With LOVE